Chapter 11

In Huenantli

 

“I am sorry, Cuatal. I really am. None of us wanted this.”

The words Okoshan had spoken before leaving him alone once more still echoed in his mind.

“None of us wanted this…” he whispered, mirroring the Scion. He then worked backwards through their conversation all the way to the beginning. Right before he had expressed how sorry he was before departing, Okoshan, as if nothing had happened or, worse, as if trying to keep wearing the same friendly mask he had been wearing, he had asked if Cuatal had finished with his meal. Cuatal had played along. No, he had said weakly but amicably, he had no appetite but he perhaps eat it later. Okoshan had nodded before turning to leave, stopping only to say how sorry he was. With the tense determination of controlled anger, Cuatal started grinding his wooden spoon’s handle on the rocky ground of his cave, like a stone carver without purpose.

Ezimdala was coming to the Wastelands. The Fallen King, the betrayer former consort of the Lady, was being called by the Song, invited by Shukuan. That was what the Scion said, right before he had explained how he doubted the Ukunfazane would leave that unanswered. He had sounded so torn by this, hadn’t he, Cuatal thought with a scoff. But now he knew better. He knew how he had been played. Even the water dripping finally made sense. He was being lulled. His song was being silenced. All this to make him walk a path against the song, when the time would come.

“None of us wanted this!” he cried, rubbing and twisting the spoon’s handle harder on the rock, splinters breaking, the handle’s wood eaten away little by little. Of course not, Scion, he thought bitterly. Wasn’t he the same man who had suggested earlier that all of it, all, was her design? Ezimdala and his pirates, Nagral and his refugee tribes and even the Song? If that is so, good Scion, he thought angrily, why were your first words coming here what they were? I am afraid I have ill news, Cuatal, you said. The tribes may be going to war, and we need your help.

He had never even explained how Cuatal could help. Was he expected to agree to step in, tell Shukuan and her followers to step down? Surely both the Ukunfazane and her Scion knew he would not do that. What then?

His thoughts were stopped, and he swallowed a happy exclamation as the sound of metal scraping stone was heard. With a smile, he lifted the spoon, a thin metal blade revealed hidden inside it. He had sensed it a few weeks ago, for the first time, after he noticed his spoon was differently shaped. A metal rod inside the spoon’s handle. To anyone else, a desperate weapon. To him? He smiled and pulled the metal, eyeing it then his door’s lock, then the metal again: a canvas. With a smile he hefted the metallic piece as pride took over. Those of the Song had come far it se-…

Ah. Of course. He was expected to offer a solution.

Escape, maybe even kill the Scion or a guard in the process, and he drew first blood. Coupled with Ezimdala’s presence, the Lady’s war against her own people was justified. But, he who wrote the Song would be there to help rally the people, support Shukuan and her Warbred the way he always intended. If he stayed, he would forever be a bargaining chip for the Ukunfazane but he would, perhaps, keep blood from being shed. There was of course, a third option.

He looked at the blade and smiled. He did always intend for the Song to be sung by the Warbred above all else. He was, as of now, obsolete.